I came into the office pretty early today. Spent a couple of minutes sitting and thinking at my desk. There’s something on my heart right now, but words cannot express it. It’s a mixture of joy and peace, and sounds like the Holy Spirit groaning about something.
I’m not sure if we are allowed as human beings to say this, but I’m happy with who I am, and I like who I am. I like this person God made, and I think that if I was someone else I would be friends with him.
I used to wonder if something happened through the course of my life that made me an introvert, but after being a toddler worship leader for a couple of weeks now I’m pretty convinced this is the way God made me. I noticed when spending time with 2-3 year olds that there are some kids who are very active, and have non-stop energy–one particular blond hair kid always comes to mind. Then you have the kids that kind of hang around on the outside by themselves and keep quiet. I was one of the latter kids, so that’s why I think this is how God made me. Actually, I think in kindergarden I used to walk around in circles thinking about life.
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