I feel like I have a bit of catch up to do with schoolwork and reading, and I seem to have a lot of other little projects and stuff people need me to do. I seem to be slowly getting most of it done. I guess that’s life.
I can find loads of stuff to do, but the problem is finding the energy, motivation, discipline, and all those little attributes to get it done. I’m not really sure if most of it is work that I really want to do. Schoolwork seems to have its ups and downs. Sometimes it’s interesting, other times it just seems to be a pile of work teachers just give you. I also seem to have the desire to work on practice questions so I’m ready for the exams, but I seem to lack the time and will power because I seem to have homework that needs to be done instead.
Either way… I’ll try my best to just not stress over any of it. And there’s no reason I should feel guilty because I am getting stuff done.
I feel like God is calling me back into prayer and regular conversation with Him. He’s putting a yearning in my heart to talk to Him, and think about him. I just have to keep reminding myself to stop, and pray. I also feel like God’s testing and building my trust in him–kind of like he’s refining who I am in His image. I haven’t achieved perfection, far from it, but I can honestly say that I’m headed in the right direction–I have no doubt about it.
I feel like I’m in the right place, and everything is going to be okay. That’s the joy of following Jesus.
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