Well, I blew it.
We’re watching the chick flick tonight and it’s near the end. I’m sitting on the couch with a girl next to me on my right (I can’t remember her name), and Jodi was also there sitting on the bean bags. The film is just about reaching the emotional climax, when the girl next to me says, “He’s going to die.” And then he dies, of course, and the girl got so happy that she called it and saw it coming. She felt so proud, and was telling everyone else in the room that she called it. So I was kind of getting the vibe that she wasn’t really taking it seriously and was joking around. So I said:
“Looks like she got dumped again,” because earlier in the movie there was a scene where the girl Caroline was sitting in her boyfriend’s truck, and he dumped her; I made a connection between the two scenes, so I made that comment. I was kind of playing with the vibe I was getting from the girl next to me.
Man did she ever rebuke me!
She said that my remark was totally insensitive and stupid, and she was telling me all this while her eyes were almost bursting with tears. I think Jodi even joined in the rebuking. It all happened so fast!
Man was I ever happy that I wasn’t on a date.
If I can avoid it, I don’t think I’ll ever take a girl to the movies for a date, at least not on a first date. I’m sure I’ll screw it up. Going to a comedy is probably much safer territory; I think you can say whatever you want and it will never be insensitive. Now I kind of know how Don Miller felt when he made that comment about Romeo and Julliet. I guess all those nights of watching Dave Letterman has warped my sense of feeling–that’s probably where these kind of remarks come from.
I’ve been noticing that girls have this tendency of talking about something not-so-serious and silly, and then suddenly changing to something that is very emotionally close to them. Sometimes it seems that this change can even happen in the same sentence. So if you’re a guy like me, it’s quite easy to get caught in the “trap.” The trap is when you’re in the not-so-serious mindset, and then the girl suddenly changes to the emotional mindset, but being that you’re slow you don’t catch on to this transition, so you end up making some joke about that thing she deeply cares about.
If it’s any consolation to the girls reading this, it feels awful to be caught in the trap. It’s not like we enjoy doing it. Some might, but most probably don’t.
I know what I am about to say may very well ruin all my future chances of getting married, but hey, I have to be honest. I stand behind what I said tonight. I wasn’t exactly emotionally provoked by the film. And it could very well be because I missed a huge chunk of it in the middle, but still, what I saw felt kind of like a romantic cliche–I mean, a very poor portrayal of that cliche.
The last movie that did emotionally provoke me was ironically a comedy. It was the movie Envy. I almost started to cry when the two best friends, even though one of them killed his best friend’s treasured horse out of a very bitter jelousy, reconciled their relationship. It blew me away and it was like nothing I’ve ever scene in a movie before. Usually it’s like you’ve messed up, so now you have to pay for what you’ve done; but instead it was like, you’ve messed up, but I forgive you.
Tonight while I was helping Nathan clean up we ended up talking about church splits. Just imagine what it would be like if two people could sit down together and place their relationship with each other before any other thing, any other dispute, or any other conflict. Imagine what it would be like if you realized that you were hurting someone, so then you found that person and sat with them one-on-one admiting that what you did was wrong, asking for their forgiveness… Imagine what it would be like if you forgave that person.
I think this movie would make God cry.
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