Sometimes I just worry a lot.
Lately there have been a few things that have been causing me to worry. Tonight was weird in that I knew in my head and in my heart that the things that are on my mind are not worth worrying about, and in fact, they don’t worry about these things. But for some reason, I can feel it in my stomach. I can feel the knots piercing into my stomach muscles. I took a bath–hot tub would have been ideal–and that helped a bit. Hey, you know what?
I forgot to eat supper tonight! I just remembered that now, and maybe that is what’s actually bothering me.
It’s weird how this how “flesh” system that I control works. Like why did my mind associate what my body is feeling to stuff going on in my life, rather than just telling me that I am hungry?
Strange. Maybe it’s a lesson that I should really take better care of my earthly vessel.
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