Consumed

It’s not like I really have a specific topic to write about tonight, so most of what I will be writing will probably be a lot of loosely connected thoughts. Although something within me really wants to write about something. As someone I know might say in their own blog, “I haven’t been doing the best job of keeping this thing updated.” It’s just been really hard lately to stay focused because there always seems to be some sort of obstacle that pops up in my life, and I’ve been having some mood swings too. I’m not really sure how some people can stay so focused on a task and not let their feelings dictate the effort they can put into it. Maybe it’s just a myth that people are able to do this. Even little things that come up in life can make me want to shut down and not really do anything except cover myself in a blanket.

I think my prayer life has been improving a bit, but could still use some work. I think that if it was stronger, I wouldn’t get so easily distracted by those obstacles in life. I like those moments in life when it’s just God and myself. The obstacles still exist, but I seem to become numb to the pain. And when it’s just God and me, I don’t seem to worry about who I am.

I was blessed a lot this week by a handful of friendships. I pray that my friendships with these people would just blossom.

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